Thursday, November 1, 2012

Hocus-pocus I need to refocus


Getting a little bit better if there's anyone but me keeping track on the frequency of my posting on this blog and I doubt there is, but when you submit something to the world you never know when the world might actually be listening.

I ended my boycott of Facebook and now have an account there under the pen name of Saunce Fullofit. I also began a linkedin account under the same name, and am surprised at seemingly how many people take that website serious.

 I listed myself as an e-book and audio book publisher which to some extent I am, but not to the extent of being professional. I received offers to join different writing clubs and other people that are probably more for real publishers that I will ever be.

Recently had my reoccurring left leg infected from a very dramatic experience in 1989 which hospitalized me at the time. It was the only time and hopefully will be the only time that I went straight from a doctor's office directly to a hospital. I was told at that time the cellulitis would recur throughout the rest of my life and unfortunately as inaccurate as doctors can sometimes be they were accurate in that statement.

Hocus-pocus I need to refocus is a phrase that came to me one morning. It was a quick way to remind myself that sometimes my thoughts can get too serious and too complicated. There only complicated to me, so if I had the ability why not do a little magic and get another view. Of course it is not that easy to do, but I like the simplicity of that particular idea. This goes in conjunction with another thought I had back in the 70s of having a lemon scented brain douche. The idea was to clear out some of the clutter that seems to accumulate within our thoughts. We accumulate quite a few of those thoughts and unfortunately sometimes do not know when to let them go.

 I am beginning to suspect that we do not know how to do that, and even if we did for whatever magical mystical reasons we would retain the thoughts that we have held for many years without really examining them. The pen name mentioned earlier seems to be a very fitting name for me when I am in my self analytical frame of mind. I tried to not get into that particular frame of mind very often because it only leads to more questions and usually ventures off into areas that will probably never be illuminated, and what very faint light that might shine from time to time usually is only a reflection of the very little light that we already can see.

I have stalled once again on my writing of white Bloom's, but I am being a little less harsh on myself for setting that aside at this time. The idea has been with me, and will probably insist and persist until I finally fulfill and complete that idea into the closest thing that I can get to reality. It's very real to me, but then again talking giraffes in my dreams are sometimes real to me.

Continuing on here in Cayucos, glad to be here and cellulitis or not thankful for this opportunity.